It’s the first day of Gemini season, the second week of Venus retrograde and I’ve been feeling like taking a vow of silence. I’m in my venus return (Gemini in the 10th) and I’ve been feeling frustrated with the way I communicate for a while. I have mercury cancer in the 11th and Scorpio Pluto and Lilith in the 3rd. I honestly hate talking, but most of my career right now IS TALKING. I am a good writer and expressive dancer so I’m thinking about transitioning towards my communication being non-verbal. I have plenty of artistic energy so I’m not worried about switching, I feel relieved I have options 🤣 This morning I woke up with a sore throat. I know 100% health wise why this happened, but it hit me that maybe this is a confirmation to shut the fuck up and communicate without words. I honestly feel like when I speak, my thoughts and feelings lose power. I feel like when I keep them in, their so powerful. But how am I supposed to fulfill my life’s purpose not speaking?! I have Aquarius north node in the 5th house. Any other water placements feel me on this? What do you guys think? I feel like a vow of silence is so dramatic but isn’t Scorpio in the 3rd dramatic? 🤣🤣🤣 I hate having to explain to people things that are so important to me. I feel like that’s a problem 😩😩😩
